I'm not...

trying to be over philosophical, or super existential, but I've been working my ass off in school.
Getting that grade.
Writting that paper...
I used to think I would be SO HAPPY if only I got that perfect score to get me into that perfect school etc. etc.

But I'm starting to feel like... ok? and then what?
I can't rely on these things to make me happy. They don't actually MEAN anything, just an outlet for money, a means for existence. My career doesn't define ME. That's on the empty side, I'm more than just that label.

I'm 22 now, I need to learn to seek life fulfilment from OTHER things in my life, or other things life has to offer. Because school will be over for me soon, and then what? I'll have o find other forms of success...

Like family =]
and learning new things =]
etc.